Leave Lindsay Alone!

For Pete's sake, that girl can't use too much toilet paper without it being all over the news.

Chris Crocker, where are you?


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Good Lord...

This is the fucking case that never ends!

We are currently in Punishment phase, though I knew we would be there eventually since I pled guilty to one of the charges for reasons which shall remain undisclosed until all is said and done. The good news is that the jury found me Not Guilty on 3 of the remaining 5 charges. The 2 they found me guilty of, I can see why they would have reason to do so, not that I am actually guilty of them. But, I can see how some facts seemed questionable.

But ultimately, those 2 extra charges really don't matter, because the plan has always been to accept that big hit from the get go, get our side's information out there, then show them some good stuff at Punishment, which is happening now.

I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. I may get probation, which is what our goal has been all along. Or I may get prison time up to 99 years.

So those of you of faith, please continue to pray for me. If I can post tomorrow, then that will mean I "won". If I don't post again, you'll know why as well.

Love to you all!

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Sunday Night

Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more;

Though I fear I am extremely tired already. I've been roasted on the local news for 2 weeks already. People who had told me they would be character witnesses are backing out due to the extreme media attention.

I have to be honest, it's not looking good.


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Friday

Ok, what is there to say?

Adrian, who I have known since he was 4 years old and is now 16, sat on the witness stand and accused me of hurting him.

The uber-dramatic DA made me out to be a monster.

I am very tired and don't have much energy left.

The jury was allowed out of seclusion and allowed to go home Thursday due to the threat of bad weather.

Anyway.... Hearing him accuse me and claim that I hurt him was like a dagger in my chest. I cared very deeply for him as he was growing up. To hear him condemn me now is very very painful.

And my "friends" scattering and refusing to speak up on my behalf.....,

Anyway, jury reconvenes on Monday...... If I can update, I will.

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Tuesday

Prosecution rested today.

I take the stand tomorrow.

I heard from 3 of my character witnesses that they are going to have to back out. "Commitments", or "out of town", or "my lawyer advised me to not get involved since I work in the same district as the kid".

I feel whatever positive came from today's weak testimony has drained away, partly because of the plea my lawyers convinced me to make to the court. I should have stuck with what I wanted to do.

My life is forevermore fucked.

I'm tired and mentally weary; I will try to update tomorrow. If I don't, it means I've been remanded into the county jail.

Let me say since now that I appreciate you all's kind words and positive thoughts.


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